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Post by Tori on Nov 18, 2012 21:25:59 GMT -5
Harley "But you also want to push yourself a little more each day to continue to improve." I don't know why I had a come back for everything he said. I guess our conversation sounded to much like the battles I had in my head everyday.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 18, 2012 21:30:17 GMT -5
Carson "But that doesn't mean you push yourself so far that you don't eat for a week." I said quietly.
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Post by Tori on Nov 18, 2012 21:40:55 GMT -5
Harley I looked away and stared out the window at the horses a few of them trotted around tossing their heads at each other. "I didn't want to. I was just missing meals because I was busy but when I realized that it worked I stopped completely." I sighed, resting a my head on my hand. My eyes flicked back and forth between the three horses. One horse reared and the other kicked out while the third ran off. None of it was to hurt each other that was easy to see.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 18, 2012 21:46:45 GMT -5
Carson "It doesn't work, though." I said. "When you don't eat, you don't get any energy." I moved her head so she looked at me. "You need to listen." I said seriously.
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Post by Tori on Nov 18, 2012 21:55:47 GMT -5
Harley "I am listening." I snapped then quickly recoiled and sank down into my seat, feeling bad. "I told you. I didn't want to. Its bad to say but it gets addicting. Everyday I wanted to pick up a piece of pizza but then I would decide against it and go another without eating." I said hesitantly. It was so hard to open up about these things.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 18, 2012 22:00:00 GMT -5
Carson I just nodded and picked at my food. I had never really been in her situation and I didn't want to upset her more by speaking my mind, so I kept my mouth shut. I looked out the window and asked myself everything I just asked her. What did I really want?
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Post by Tori on Nov 18, 2012 22:02:47 GMT -5
Harley I sighed. "I hate feeling like this."
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 18, 2012 22:08:31 GMT -5
Carson "Yeah, I hate it to." I agreed. I stood up to dump my tray then sat back down. "Now what?"
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Post by Tori on Nov 18, 2012 22:10:27 GMT -5
Harley I shrugged. "I want to smile again." I whispered, feeling as if I hadn't smiled in days. That wasn't like me either. I usually always had some form or a smile playing on my lips.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 18, 2012 22:15:58 GMT -5
Carson I leaned forward so our faces were only inches apart. "What makes you smile, Harley Harris? Funny movies, or chocolate, or dancing in the rain, or seeing me look like a complete idiot?" a small glow of happiness lingered on my lips, but my eyes did most of the smiling. "Cause I'll do anything to see that gorgeous smile of yours."
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Post by Tori on Nov 18, 2012 22:25:09 GMT -5
Harley His words made me giggle. His voice sparked the light in my eyes to come back. His stare made my heart melt and his semi smile made my cheeks burn. "You. Carson King you make me smile." I whispered as my lips turned upright in a soft smile. Our closeness made my heart race and I tilted my head ever so slightly and kissed him.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 18, 2012 22:30:55 GMT -5
Carson I kissed her back until I needed a breath. I leaned back the slightest bit. "You mean I don't have to do anything? That was easy." I said with a goofy smile.
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Post by Tori on Nov 18, 2012 22:33:24 GMT -5
Harley I smiled slightly brighter at his smile. "I like those other things too." I joked lightly.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 18, 2012 22:36:30 GMT -5
Carson "Oh, so you want me to go make a fool out of myself?" I teased. I stood up and offered her my hand. "Comon, let's go."
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Post by Tori on Nov 18, 2012 22:40:24 GMT -5
Harley I took his hand and got up to follow him out. "Where are we going?" I asked.
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