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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 17, 2012 23:10:07 GMT -5
Carson
I sighed and dropped the ball. "Harley, you know that isn't a good idea." I said. I put my hand on her face and lifted it so she was looking at me. "Do you want me to tell you why as a coach or a friend?"
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Post by Tori on Nov 17, 2012 23:15:30 GMT -5
Harley
"As Carson..." I sighed. I already knew the basics of what he would tell me but it wasn't really a choice.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 17, 2012 23:19:31 GMT -5
Carson
"Well, starving yourself isn't going to make your game any better. You'll just pass out or have a heart attack and ruin your career or something." I said, being harsh but truthful. "And you're beautiful just the way you are, Harley." I said quietly.
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Post by Tori on Nov 17, 2012 23:24:51 GMT -5
Harley
I shook my head. "You tell me what olympic gymnast looks like this?" I asked but answered for him. "There isn't one. Half the judges may not even look at me. I just want to be able to make it in the intense world of gymnastics." My eyes watered but I quickly blinked them away. I wasn't going to break down in front of someone.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 17, 2012 23:30:53 GMT -5
Carson
"You're never going to get anywhere by starving yourself Harley, it isn't healthy." I put my hand on her cheek and brushed away a tear with my thumb. "Now dont cry. You'll make it, I'm positive." I said honestly.
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Post by Tori on Nov 17, 2012 23:36:35 GMT -5
Harley
"What am I supposed to do Carson? Every time I walk into a competition every girl looks at me. You can read it all over their face. They wonder why Im there. They are amazed at my power moves but easily show me up with their grace." I said softly. Telling him about my surgeries was simple but opening up about this was really hard for me.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 17, 2012 23:39:12 GMT -5
Carson
"you just have to ignore them. Theyre phycing you out. Let their doubt drive you." I said "That's what I do."
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Post by Tori on Nov 17, 2012 23:42:09 GMT -5
Harley
I sighed. "I want to be as beautiful as them." I said walking over to one of the mirrors and looking over myself, noticing every flaw.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 18, 2012 9:39:34 GMT -5
Carson
"Harley, stop." I said with a sigh. "You're more beautiful then all of them, just in a different way. You don't have to look like the rest to be as good."
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Post by Tori on Nov 18, 2012 13:12:17 GMT -5
Harley
I just stared in the mirror. "Am I as good? Am I really?" I sighed.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 18, 2012 13:26:17 GMT -5
Carson
"You are." I said. I spinned her around so she looked at me instead of the mirror. "Trust me."
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Post by Tori on Nov 18, 2012 13:31:26 GMT -5
Harley
I bit my lip. "I don't know what to do." I admitted.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 18, 2012 13:34:29 GMT -5
Carson
"Just eat healthy." I said simply. "Maybe one of the nurses here could halp you or something."
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Post by Tori on Nov 18, 2012 13:47:23 GMT -5
Harley
I nodded. I always did eat healthy but I would have to eat healthier. There was no way I was going to the nurses though. Pigs would have to fly before that happened.
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Post by chargergirlz on Nov 18, 2012 14:33:41 GMT -5
Carson
I could help you. I ate only protien shakes for like a month once." I laughed. "It didn't really go well, though. But if you want my help, Ill help you." I said sincerely.
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