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Post by mattie on Jan 14, 2012 21:57:20 GMT -5
M a t t [/size][/font] [/center] It had been over twelve hours since Id walked away from Bella and I was still ticked at myself. I sat in the Sweet Shoppe drinking a hot cocoa, something I didn't drink very often, and I was feeling horrible. Yesterday I didn't get a chance to shave and today I was too lazy and upset to. My facial hair was getting a little thick for my age. I sat dumbfounded at my reaction. Right now I should be smiling and laughing with her, not sitting here devastated. I never get to hold her hand again. Never hug her. Never kiss her. This sucked. I dropped my head to the table with a thud.
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Post by Mɑːi on Jan 14, 2012 22:46:59 GMT -5
Bella I walked in, wearing jeans and a gray polo shirt under my black hoodie. I ignored all other people there.
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Post by mattie on Jan 14, 2012 22:49:42 GMT -5
I heard the door open, but ignored it, keeping my forehead on the table.
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Post by Mɑːi on Jan 14, 2012 22:50:37 GMT -5
Bella "One brownie and a slushy." I ordered, pulling a $5 out
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Post by mattie on Jan 14, 2012 22:52:55 GMT -5
In the quietness, I heard someones familiar voices. Bella! My head shot up and I saw her ordering.
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Post by Mɑːi on Jan 14, 2012 22:57:16 GMT -5
Bella I traded my money for the food and sat at a table.
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Post by mattie on Jan 14, 2012 22:59:50 GMT -5
I wondered if she saw me, but I didn't think she did.
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Post by Mɑːi on Jan 14, 2012 23:08:42 GMT -5
Bella I saw Matt. Man whore.
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Post by mattie on Jan 14, 2012 23:10:41 GMT -5
She looked over at me and I gave her a soft, sympathetic smile.
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Post by Mɑːi on Jan 14, 2012 23:13:34 GMT -5
Bella I looked away, angry.
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Post by mattie on Jan 14, 2012 23:15:42 GMT -5
She looked away and I sighed, looking down. I was going to go talk to her but...I wasnt sure if it was the right thing, I guess.
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Post by Mɑːi on Jan 14, 2012 23:26:02 GMT -5
Bella I finishe my food items.
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Post by mattie on Jan 14, 2012 23:29:05 GMT -5
She finished her food and I decided it was now or never. It seemed like that happened a lot with her. I collected my garbage and threw it away before slowly stepping towards her table.
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Post by Mɑːi on Jan 14, 2012 23:33:11 GMT -5
Bella He walked toward me. Greaaat.
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Post by mattie on Jan 14, 2012 23:35:47 GMT -5
"Hey," I said softly, my hands now shoved in my pockets.
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