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Nov 21, 2012 21:54:23 GMT -5
Post by Tori on Nov 21, 2012 21:54:23 GMT -5
Niall
I was shocked. I ran out after her. "Bella." I called.
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Nov 21, 2012 21:57:57 GMT -5
Post by Mɑːi on Nov 21, 2012 21:57:57 GMT -5
I looked up. "Niall, please..." I said. I didn't know what I was asking him.
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Nov 21, 2012 22:02:03 GMT -5
Post by Tori on Nov 21, 2012 22:02:03 GMT -5
Niall
"What?" I asked softly. "Bella," I knelt down next to her. "Its okay."
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Nov 21, 2012 22:04:38 GMT -5
Post by Mɑːi on Nov 21, 2012 22:04:38 GMT -5
"No. It's not." well, here came the word puke. "I'm such a failure. I have amazing friends, a perfect boyfriend and anything I could possibly ever need and I'm upset with life! I freaking starve myself and just...." I sighed.
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Nov 21, 2012 22:11:09 GMT -5
Post by Tori on Nov 21, 2012 22:11:09 GMT -5
Niall
"Bella it is okay. Just tell me whats wrong... Look, I know what its like to be judged. I'm judged by millions everyday. I will never judge you." I said softly.
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Nov 21, 2012 22:13:06 GMT -5
Post by Mɑːi on Nov 21, 2012 22:13:06 GMT -5
I looked into his eyes. "Okay." I sighed. "Don't be mad." I rolled my left sleeve up to the shoulder. There were three scars on it-a cross on my wrist and one at the crease of my elbow. "I attempted...I was so frustrated by myself and I didn't want to talk to anyone or put a burden on you. It was at recovery." I said quietly.
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Nov 21, 2012 22:18:53 GMT -5
Post by Tori on Nov 21, 2012 22:18:53 GMT -5
Niall
I gently ran a finger over each scar. I lifted her hand and lightly kissed it. I pulled her into a hug. "Why didn't you tell me?" I asked then shook my head. "Forget it it doesn't matter... Bella, as bad as things may seem they will always get better." I said softly, holding her in my arms.
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Nov 21, 2012 22:19:59 GMT -5
Post by Mɑːi on Nov 21, 2012 22:19:59 GMT -5
"I'm sorry." I sniffled. "I didn't want you to be ashamed of me." I told him.
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Nov 21, 2012 22:27:43 GMT -5
Post by Tori on Nov 21, 2012 22:27:43 GMT -5
Niall
"I am the exact opposite of ashamed. You have been through so much and you still hold your head up." I said to her.
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Nov 21, 2012 22:29:08 GMT -5
Post by Mɑːi on Nov 21, 2012 22:29:08 GMT -5
"Really?" I asked, looking at him. He was definitely a special boy.
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Nov 21, 2012 22:30:22 GMT -5
Post by Tori on Nov 21, 2012 22:30:22 GMT -5
Niall
"Really." I repeated, looking in her eyes.
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Nov 21, 2012 22:31:26 GMT -5
Post by Mɑːi on Nov 21, 2012 22:31:26 GMT -5
I pressed my face into his shoulder, calming down a bit. "Okay." I said, muffled.
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Nov 21, 2012 22:34:05 GMT -5
Post by Tori on Nov 21, 2012 22:34:05 GMT -5
Niall
"Are you better now?" I asked slowly.
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Nov 22, 2012 13:05:37 GMT -5
Post by Mɑːi on Nov 22, 2012 13:05:37 GMT -5
"I think so. They gave me medication..."
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Nov 22, 2012 19:17:04 GMT -5
Post by Tori on Nov 22, 2012 19:17:04 GMT -5
Niall
"Good." I kissed her cheek. "Come on lets go do something fun." I offered.
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