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Post by Tori on Mar 8, 2012 19:20:10 GMT -5
"Are you sure nothings wrong?" I asked calmly.
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Post by mattie on Mar 8, 2012 21:48:26 GMT -5
I sighed but nodded, not looking at her. I didn't really want to bring her into this.
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Post by Tori on Mar 8, 2012 21:53:31 GMT -5
"I hope you know you can tel lme anything, no matter what it is. I dont care." I said softly.
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Post by mattie on Mar 8, 2012 22:08:33 GMT -5
"I just don't want you to worry about me. Its really no big deal," I said softly.
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Post by Tori on Mar 8, 2012 22:11:51 GMT -5
"That only makes me worry more. Im here for you and I want to help." I talked softly.
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Post by mattie on Mar 8, 2012 22:13:26 GMT -5
"There's no way to fix it. I don't even know whats going on...I just...I need to...Nevermind..." I trailed off. I wanted to tell her, but I didn't at the same time.
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Post by Tori on Mar 8, 2012 22:19:22 GMT -5
I took his hand and wrubed my thumb over the top of his hand soothingly. "You need to what?" I asked quietly but calmly. "You can tell me whats on your mind, Austin." I continued in a soothing tone.
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Post by mattie on Mar 8, 2012 22:25:51 GMT -5
I sighed and was quiet for a long minute. "My dad has been calling me almost non stop since a week after the concert. Ive been too weak to answer the phone so I just shut it off. I turned in on the other day to check my messages and I had over 15 calls from my dad and four from my mom. They left voicemails...but Im too freaked out of bad news that I can't listen to them..." I explained softly. I was a whimp. I couldn't even answer a freaking phone call from my parents. What the worst they could do? Yeah...I have a scar...but c'mon, Im hundreds of miles from him...
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Post by Tori on Mar 8, 2012 22:43:52 GMT -5
I felt terrible for him, was this my fault? Should I have never talked to my brother about a concert? And thenI thhought about his father and Austins scar. I didnt know what to say at first so I hugged him tightly. Then finally the words came. "Austin, its okay to be nervus about this. This is serious and if you dont feel safe you need to let somebody know." I said slowly. "You're strong and freaked out doesnt make you weak or a wimp. It makes you human. I just want you to be safe." I said.
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Post by mattie on Mar 9, 2012 7:00:04 GMT -5
I hugged her back tightly. I didn't say anything.
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Post by Tori on Mar 9, 2012 15:16:17 GMT -5
I held him for a bit, not saying anything. Then I whispered one more thing. "Believe in yourself." I said gently.
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Post by mattie on Mar 9, 2012 20:01:57 GMT -5
I listened to her words but didn't reply.
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Post by Tori on Mar 9, 2012 20:10:24 GMT -5
I continued to hug him, rubbing his back lightly. I kissed his forehead.
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Post by mattie on Mar 9, 2012 20:53:30 GMT -5
I leaned my forehead on hers looking into her soft eyes.
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Post by Tori on Mar 9, 2012 20:57:08 GMT -5
I leaned back with soft eyes. "You can do this." I whispered.
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